The sky's getting darker now, I don't even know what had I done in this whole day. All I know my heart is terribly missing someone who I love very very much. Thinking how I was treated in the past. Looking at the messages inside my hand phone from 1st to the end, there are more than 250 messages I had saved to keep those as my beauty memory but everything is just ...so different. Lol.. How I wish the time could be reverse once again. Happy time usually passes fast, don't you think so? And on the other hand, when you are down, time passes slow like a tortoise crawling on the rocky road.
You smiled when there was someone who care for you and you cry when someone doesn't care for you anymore.
You smiled when you know there was someone who misses you on the every minute and you cry when you feel there is no one missing someone like you anymore.
You smiled when there was someone who are willing to do anything to stay contact with you but you cry when your hand phone never ring even for once anymore.
You smiled when there was someone who treat you as his or her top person in his or her list or even like a king and you cry when you found yourself dropped from the highest to the lowest.
And ...You smiled when there was someone who love you just that damn much and you cry when you think about " Oh, did I just lost her?"
How I wish those was just one of my terrible nightmare; once I wake up, every thing's still fine and seeing her still hugging me by saying " I love you forever ".
There is nothing in this world don't change but there is still a stupid guy who still think it is not true at all. People are laughing and pointing among a guy watching how stupid is him. However the guy stand up and said "I know what I am doing, if it's hope I had put on it more than what we call hope! Keep on laughing! And I won't be regret! At least....I really tried ! "
Thursday, May 3, 2007
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
Something that won't stop turning just for you
I should have this blog to post up earlier but due to my laptop's bluetooth problem, I can't transfer any image to my laptop. So, I finally fixed it today.
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Finally the exam's over! Thought that's the day I was waiting for. But I don't feel good anyway. Hey, time's passing quite slow while you are dull, don't you think so ?
Last few days, while I was lying on my bed hugging my "precious", I was thinking will there be a person who will not stop "turning" for you. Everyone need care from somebody I guess. Especially from the one who you love so much. Every emotional you had is part of your life; accept it or you won't be able to live happily. There is no choice like deny your own feeling and there is no such thing like you will get used to negative feeling you were having. The only thing you could do is ACCEPT IT! haha~
When I was about to give up thinking, I finally found something that won't stop turning for you unless you stop it by yourself. Yes, it is a thing instead of human being. I thought humans' mind are better than machine as they said Artificial Intelligent or any sort of computer will never surpass humans' mind just because human created them. Somehow, I could felt that machine is much more caring than human, at least it serves you forever. It will never complain or betray you, on the other hand, it serves you with its' highest limit.
Wanna see what I found about the thing that will never stop turning for us ?
Hey, I am not joking. It turns since the day I came here and never stop even now.
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Finally the exam's over! Thought that's the day I was waiting for. But I don't feel good anyway. Hey, time's passing quite slow while you are dull, don't you think so ?
Last few days, while I was lying on my bed hugging my "precious", I was thinking will there be a person who will not stop "turning" for you. Everyone need care from somebody I guess. Especially from the one who you love so much. Every emotional you had is part of your life; accept it or you won't be able to live happily. There is no choice like deny your own feeling and there is no such thing like you will get used to negative feeling you were having. The only thing you could do is ACCEPT IT! haha~
When I was about to give up thinking, I finally found something that won't stop turning for you unless you stop it by yourself. Yes, it is a thing instead of human being. I thought humans' mind are better than machine as they said Artificial Intelligent or any sort of computer will never surpass humans' mind just because human created them. Somehow, I could felt that machine is much more caring than human, at least it serves you forever. It will never complain or betray you, on the other hand, it serves you with its' highest limit.
Wanna see what I found about the thing that will never stop turning for us ?
Hey, I am not joking. It turns since the day I came here and never stop even now.
Sunday, April 29, 2007
I Do Love Her
It's now 6.12 am in the morning. I woke up at 5 something just now. I think there won't be anyone else will be waking up so early as I do today because today is Sunday unless, he or she didn't sleep for last night. I set my alarm at 6.15 am so that I can do some revision for the exam on next Monday but unexpectedly I woke up earlier than that. Huh~ Can say I was waken up by a terrible nightmare. =( When I was about to get myself to sleep again, the alarm rang! Damn!
It was a sweet dream at first and it turned into a nightmare at last. I lost both of my precious love and all my friends in a short time at no where else but in my own house and they lost in such a terrible way. *sigh*
Few days ago, I had a conversation with 2 of my friends about the love matter. I will just call him as A and G as I think it might not be good to reveal them as well.
Down here is part of the conversation we had in msn :
Me : Miss you ai ai ar ?
A : haih~
Me : Sigh what wor, I should be the one who sigh here.
A : why ?
Me : Nothing, Can only say things changed and it doesn't remain the same forever. =)
A : huh? Why ? Want to change a new one liaw ar ?
Me : NOT even a bit of that thought ! I still love her and she will be the one forever.
A : Don't say too early la.
Me : What do you mean ?
A : nothing, we just wait and see.. dont say things too early la , Liong teck!
(some bla bla bla ...)
Me : OK we will wait and see.
Now is a another conversation between me and my another friend, G :
G : How is it ? She is yours now ?
Me : yeah.. Officially..
G : Wanna marry her is it ?
Me : Sure la , but not that early la ..
G : There are still a lot of girls in this world, Liong Teck!!
Me : I know, but you love one only one isnt it ?
G : How many girls you have dated ?
Me : erm..she is the second one.
G : Try to go out with 10 la!
Me : I will never do that.
G : ok ... What do you know you people are in true love? How do you know she loves you ?
Me : Erhh...Good Question..I just feel so...=)
G : All people are like that la. When get together always think they are in true love but after get marry find themselves are in two different world and get divorced.
Me : ....
G : for me, I never know what is love.
Me : you will know yours one day ..
(saying like those are just a temporary love not a true love and it won't last long.)
Those are the sort of conversation between me and those two people. Still a lot one, but lazy to type all, plus, I can't remember all too. For now, a question, flying inside my mind, is it real that true love doesn't exist? Well, I have much much confident in me and my dear dear but somehow those conversation did hit my heart so badly =( . More over, few days ago my friend called me and tell me that some problem occured between him and his girl friend who were together for more than 2 years already. It seems like to break down my "wall of confidence" here. *sigh*
How much I love my dear dear there is no question about it. I love her very much. A story happened behind me and her before we could get together and that's what give me so much confident in between our love. Before together with her, I always said that, "Love begins with laugther and it ends with tears". But when I am with her, I know that true love isn't like what I've said. It's just undescribeable. You know it won't end with tears and begins with laugther till the day you leave this world.
Sometimes, I could feel that God is fair enough. If one day He gives you more, He will be taking some back from you. So, sometimes I even hope there is nothing good happen to me as I scare He might take my dear dear away from me. Haha ..Oh God, I have her from You but will You let me hold her hands forever ? I swear I am willing to fight for our love. You must be very busy with a kid like me who ask a lot, dont You ?
It was a sweet dream at first and it turned into a nightmare at last. I lost both of my precious love and all my friends in a short time at no where else but in my own house and they lost in such a terrible way. *sigh*
Few days ago, I had a conversation with 2 of my friends about the love matter. I will just call him as A and G as I think it might not be good to reveal them as well.
Down here is part of the conversation we had in msn :
Me : Miss you ai ai ar ?
A : haih~
Me : Sigh what wor, I should be the one who sigh here.
A : why ?
Me : Nothing, Can only say things changed and it doesn't remain the same forever. =)
A : huh? Why ? Want to change a new one liaw ar ?
Me : NOT even a bit of that thought ! I still love her and she will be the one forever.
A : Don't say too early la.
Me : What do you mean ?
A : nothing, we just wait and see.. dont say things too early la , Liong teck!
(some bla bla bla ...)
Me : OK we will wait and see.
Now is a another conversation between me and my another friend, G :
G : How is it ? She is yours now ?
Me : yeah.. Officially..
G : Wanna marry her is it ?
Me : Sure la , but not that early la ..
G : There are still a lot of girls in this world, Liong Teck!!
Me : I know, but you love one only one isnt it ?
G : How many girls you have dated ?
Me : erm..she is the second one.
G : Try to go out with 10 la!
Me : I will never do that.
G : ok ... What do you know you people are in true love? How do you know she loves you ?
Me : Erhh...Good Question..I just feel so...=)
G : All people are like that la. When get together always think they are in true love but after get marry find themselves are in two different world and get divorced.
Me : ....
G : for me, I never know what is love.
Me : you will know yours one day ..
(saying like those are just a temporary love not a true love and it won't last long.)
Those are the sort of conversation between me and those two people. Still a lot one, but lazy to type all, plus, I can't remember all too. For now, a question, flying inside my mind, is it real that true love doesn't exist? Well, I have much much confident in me and my dear dear but somehow those conversation did hit my heart so badly =( . More over, few days ago my friend called me and tell me that some problem occured between him and his girl friend who were together for more than 2 years already. It seems like to break down my "wall of confidence" here. *sigh*
How much I love my dear dear there is no question about it. I love her very much. A story happened behind me and her before we could get together and that's what give me so much confident in between our love. Before together with her, I always said that, "Love begins with laugther and it ends with tears". But when I am with her, I know that true love isn't like what I've said. It's just undescribeable. You know it won't end with tears and begins with laugther till the day you leave this world.
Sometimes, I could feel that God is fair enough. If one day He gives you more, He will be taking some back from you. So, sometimes I even hope there is nothing good happen to me as I scare He might take my dear dear away from me. Haha ..Oh God, I have her from You but will You let me hold her hands forever ? I swear I am willing to fight for our love. You must be very busy with a kid like me who ask a lot, dont You ?
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Signed Up With Nuffnang!
Not many people know Nuffnang is the Asia's First Blog Advertising Company but a lot of people know that Nuffnang is a company that put advertisement in your blog site and give you money. Haha!
Well, last 2 days, I signed myself up with the Nuffnang too. See at the top right hand side, you will see something like "One little, two little , three little, blogger" or something else, I am not sure. Then down there got a logo like a stick man seems like shouting for "roti car" and the word of "Nuffnang" beside it. Woo-hoo-hoo!
Last 2 days, before I sign myself up, I read the terms and conditions. So sad to see that you need at least 20 visitors per day in your blog to qualify yourself to sign up with Nuffnang. Well, this is a new blog site which was created few days ago, till now, I think the visitors didn't even exceed 10 persons per day. Arghh!! Not even half! But! When I was about to give up on Nuffnang, I saw this.
And then I scroll the web page down again I saw this.
Yes!! "Sign Up And Win Monthly Prizes!" Hehe!! That's mean, if you sign up with Nuffnang, every month you sit there and blogging, besides getting money from Nuffnang, you might even win a free gift! And what I mean here is every month!!
I get to know that Suet Li, a blogger who won a Ipod Nano as March's monthly prizes. Check this out Suet Li's blog . Oh, how I wish by one day Timothy will call me and tell me I won a PSP! Envy her so much.
Even though I am not qualify to sign up with Nuffnang yet, but when I saw that Prizes, my saliva started to drop and I signed myself up without any hesitation. I am trying to write the best blog here. Hope Timothy won't found out and ban me.
My sister bought me a PSP last time but I gave it to my brother because I scare it might get stolen while I am studying here in KL. Hey, Who doesn't want a free PSP! Choose me Choose me!
Well, last 2 days, I signed myself up with the Nuffnang too. See at the top right hand side, you will see something like "One little, two little , three little, blogger" or something else, I am not sure. Then down there got a logo like a stick man seems like shouting for "roti car" and the word of "Nuffnang" beside it. Woo-hoo-hoo!
Last 2 days, before I sign myself up, I read the terms and conditions. So sad to see that you need at least 20 visitors per day in your blog to qualify yourself to sign up with Nuffnang. Well, this is a new blog site which was created few days ago, till now, I think the visitors didn't even exceed 10 persons per day. Arghh!! Not even half! But! When I was about to give up on Nuffnang, I saw this.
And then I scroll the web page down again I saw this.
Yes!! "Sign Up And Win Monthly Prizes!" Hehe!! That's mean, if you sign up with Nuffnang, every month you sit there and blogging, besides getting money from Nuffnang, you might even win a free gift! And what I mean here is every month!!
I get to know that Suet Li, a blogger who won a Ipod Nano as March's monthly prizes. Check this out Suet Li's blog . Oh, how I wish by one day Timothy will call me and tell me I won a PSP! Envy her so much.
Even though I am not qualify to sign up with Nuffnang yet, but when I saw that Prizes, my saliva started to drop and I signed myself up without any hesitation. I am trying to write the best blog here. Hope Timothy won't found out and ban me.
My sister bought me a PSP last time but I gave it to my brother because I scare it might get stolen while I am studying here in KL. Hey, Who doesn't want a free PSP! Choose me Choose me!
Tuesday, April 3, 2007
Liongteck's first New Blog
HoHo~ Or should I start with a greeting like hi? Haha. This will be my first new blog.Honestly, if you feel like asking why do I blog too then you don't have squeeze your mind to guess anymore. The answer's "I want to blog"!! Satisfy? LOL!
As my new first blog, I would like to introduce myself first. Liong Teck is my name. 19-years-old teenager ( going to be 20 in this year May T-T ). As for my personality; hot-tempered, halfway king (means seldom get my works done) and, and.. Can't think of it anymore as I didn't sleep last night =.=" . I am like others kids do, 9 months in my mummy's stomach then suddenly poped-out and came to this world on 25th of May in 1988. Haha! Well, nothing much to say about me. Let me introduce my friends to you as well.
First, My dear or more specifically my lovely girlfriend :
Her name is Chui PinG. Same age as I do. However, we are both far far from each other =(. Miss her so much!! Haihz.. As for her personality; caring, cute and understanding. Love her so much!! MuakssS!
Next will be my best friend :
Known as busss. Lol, not bus but busss. Yeah, buss is not is his real name. Well, I am not sure whether is it good to expose his real name in this blog or not. So, I think i better remain his real name in secret. He has a good personality which is not-easy-to-get-angry. I guess that's why we are friends since primary school till now. He sleeps alot. What I meant here is a lot a lot. Hehe..
Another best friend :
Another best friend who we're together since we are in primary school too. His name is Alan, who known as "-March-" in his friendster and I wonder why did he do so. Hot-tempered like I do but also very loyal in his loves one. Both him and Busss are two of my friends who are my friends since I was in primary school already.
The 3rd best friend :
I found myself don't have plenty of friends. However, all of my friends are what we called "real-true friends". They are just like my brothers who would give me a hand while I am in trouble. Thanks. For those who I didn't mention here, sorry that I couldn't get your picture. Who ask you people don't like to take picture!! Anyway, I love my families, love my dear dear and also my friends so so much !! *salute*
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As my new first blog, I would like to introduce myself first. Liong Teck is my name. 19-years-old teenager ( going to be 20 in this year May T-T ). As for my personality; hot-tempered, halfway king (means seldom get my works done) and, and.. Can't think of it anymore as I didn't sleep last night =.=" . I am like others kids do, 9 months in my mummy's stomach then suddenly poped-out and came to this world on 25th of May in 1988. Haha! Well, nothing much to say about me. Let me introduce my friends to you as well.
First, My dear or more specifically my lovely girlfriend :
Her name is Chui PinG. Same age as I do. However, we are both far far from each other =(. Miss her so much!! Haihz.. As for her personality; caring, cute and understanding. Love her so much!! MuakssS!
Next will be my best friend :
Known as busss. Lol, not bus but busss. Yeah, buss is not is his real name. Well, I am not sure whether is it good to expose his real name in this blog or not. So, I think i better remain his real name in secret. He has a good personality which is not-easy-to-get-angry. I guess that's why we are friends since primary school till now. He sleeps alot. What I meant here is a lot a lot. Hehe..
Another best friend :
Another best friend who we're together since we are in primary school too. His name is Alan, who known as "-March-" in his friendster and I wonder why did he do so. Hot-tempered like I do but also very loyal in his loves one. Both him and Busss are two of my friends who are my friends since I was in primary school already.
The 3rd best friend :
I found myself don't have plenty of friends. However, all of my friends are what we called "real-true friends". They are just like my brothers who would give me a hand while I am in trouble. Thanks. For those who I didn't mention here, sorry that I couldn't get your picture. Who ask you people don't like to take picture!! Anyway, I love my families, love my dear dear and also my friends so so much !! *salute*
-The End -
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