Saturday Night (18/10/2008)

I saw her today.
To be more precise, I saw her about an hour ago.
At at supermarket where I was about to buy some daily things for myself.
At the main door, before I went into it.
She smiled to me.
And I realized that was a smile which I have been longing after for so long time.
A smile that make me smile back from the bottom of my heart in the past.
And yet I was such a jerk that dont even know how to react.
I just walked by and keep on stealing the sight of her.
Am I really such a idiot ?
I just never thought that I would see her again.
In the building, I thought I was very sure of myself of what I want to buy but in the end, I left without purchasing a single thing.
My heart was jumping so fast and my mind was just a blank.
To be honest, I almost cried out, but I hold myself down and show no weakness in front of everyone.
I just found that....I really miss her a lot.
I hate myself for this but I was happy to be able to see her again.
I took a long route back home.
Everything about my life poped out in my mind.
I know, after so long time, I am just paralyzing myself in things I do everyday.
Online games, comics, Starbucks, ....
I was putting up a mask to show everyone that I was laughing outside.
In fact, tears are still flowing in the inside.
You just cant make a scar go away, dont you? Lol...
Almost every night before I close my eyes to sleep, I am thinking about, what should I do if I see her again.
Just never expect I really would see her again.
It's true, I am really really happy to see her.
If there is a chance, I really wanna see her again.
But I know not the opposite side.
At least, I know that's the thing I could do to not appear in front of her anymore.
I just cant deny that....
I still miss her ...so so much!!

Pictures Of Me~

First of all, I hate taking photo unless I'm camwhoring without anyone around and it will also only last for at most from 2 to 3 photos as well.
Why? Well, it's obviously that I never look good in the any photos.
That's one of the reasons why I hardly present myself in photo-type to public and not even in my friendster.
But since you are asking of a picture of me, JLun

This blog is for you!!

But, instead of giving you just only one of my photo, I will be giving you several of them! Lol~!

I care about other people opinion more than my own, so, Lun,

Be my judge and pick the best for me ya!!

Super bright face (taken in the care while I was waiting for the traffic light)



Super duper bright face - taken while I was driving (not the same day the 1st photo)
p/s : the car was still MOVING!!



Picture of me in the class - trying so hard to concentrate.
Taken to look at my own desperately trying to concentrate face.


Last picture - self-camwhoring picture. HAHAHAHA!!

Need Eye Mo??

I did it again! Lol~

I am dead, I am so dead.
I got class on this morning at 8.30am and yet I am still sitting here with my two wide opened eyes!!
*sigh* Something is very wrong with me.
Anyway, now, I am so into the two songs that my sis had just sent to me few hours ago - "We are one" and "Ready to love".
Both songs are slow and relaxing songs.
Of course liongteck love these 2 songs and even plan to burn it onto a CD someday later.
For those who want the songs, remember to ask from me on the MSN, sharing is caring and I always care. Hehe...
To be honest, I am quite down for today.
Nothing happen, it just came and attacked me suddenly. Lol~
Everyone is telling me life's wonderful.
So, I open my eyes and heart wide to see and feel how wonderful it is.
I tried to enjoy as much as I can but I just dont feel good if I burden my family just because of that reason.
It seems so meaningless.
Maybe I just feel a bit lonely here.
But I never want anyone to company me either.
I guess I am too stubborn on my own.
Haha~~
Better day for me when the sun rise!!
At least make me smile from the bottom of my heart for once more.

I was tagged!

More than a week days ago, I got tagged by JLun .
Sorry Lun, I was slacking back then.
Think of doing this after few days and I've regret in doing so.
These days or weeks I won't have any internet access because I had move to a new place. Hahaha..
And now I've got to steal the line from the Starbucks to do you tag! ^.^
Forgive me since I am so sincere in doing this. Lol~

~So, here are the tag thing~

Starting time:

• 2.55 am (see, so late at the starbuck!!)

Name:

• LiOnGtEck (with liong and teck stick together)

size:

• Erm..UK 9

What are you wearing right now?

• t-shirt with short pants

Where do you live?

• kuching and sibu.

Favorite Number/s

• should be 365, 300 and 730.

Favorite Drinks:

• Caramel coffee blended!

Favorite Months:

• Should be erm, May, August and December

Have You Ever......

Been in a bath tub:

• Sure la

Swam in the ocean:

• Yup. For few times.

Fallen asleep in school:

• SURE!! Almost my daily job when I was form 4.

Broken someone's heart:

• I was the one got broken =.="

Fell off your chair:

• Got, but it was a long time thing already.

Saved e-mails:

• Yeah, my F8 subjects, my tutor is using e-mail for our answers.

What is......

Your room like:

• In sibu one, ALWAYS tidy (because of my mum) but at Kuching one, hmm..not most of the time tidy ! LOL!

What's right beside you?

• Stuffs, a lot a lot of stuffs =.="

What is the last thing you ate?

• The Duck Rice from DA-LIGHT!

Ever Had......

Chicken pox:

• Sure, while I was still a kid. Terrible one and I still got marks and scar on my face.

Sore throat:

• Who doesn't wei!

Stitches:

• Yeap, right on my head, a big one.

Broken nose:

• nope

Do You......

Believe in love at first sight?

• Guess so..but it' s still kinda "fairy tale"

Like picnics:?

• SURE!! I like outdoor activities.

Who......

Who was the last person you danced with?

• I forgot. Should be few years ago..while I was still a scout in my school.

Who last made you smile?

• The Starbucks' staff. I need to smile and say Thank You right?

Who did you last yell at?

• Myself. I had gone crazy by the time, yelling alone while I was driving.

Final Questions......

Hate someone in your family?

• I never hate anyone in my family! SERIOUSLY!! They love me and I love them.

Diamond or pearl?

• Diamond, of course. It worth more money. Hehe

Are you the Eldest?
• No. I am the third in my brother and sisters.

Today did you......

Talk to someone you like?

• Nope.

Kiss anyone?

• No.

Get sick?

• Still healthy! Still need a long time for a coffin. But almost bored to death.

Talked to an ex:

• no

Miss someone:

• Almost everyday

Last person who......

You talked to on the phone?

• My lovely Mum.

Have a crush on someone:?

• No

What books are you reading right now?

• Demon and Angel (slacking for quite some times already).

Best feeling in the world:

• When I know I am loved.

Future kids names?

• never think of it.

Do you Sleep with stuffed animals?

•No.

What's under your bed?

• Just air. This question scares me. It's making me imagining things =.="

Favorite locations:

• HMmm... I wonder..

Danced a slow dance with someone you didn't even like?

•Nope, never

Who do you really hate?

• My tutors

Ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?

•Sure. Now still.

You lonely right now?

• I am. TERRIBLY LONELY! Save me!

What time is it now?

• 3.23 am. The night is still very young. HOHOHO!

Lun, I DID IT! Wuahahaha...
But I got no one to tag.
Impossible to tag back you right ? right?
Hahaha ...

~SUGUS~

Erm....I overdid something again?
I rememeber I just opened it 2 hours ago..then then ... =.="
OMFG!!!!!

Gotta' stop for awhile~

In the pass few weeks, all I remember what I did is Mapling.



I spent more than 12 hours EACH DAY in this online game since the day I start on it.
Especially when I start to train a new character (Fighter).




Everday I start my day with Maple and also end with it.
Most of the time I didnt realize the sky has already gone dark and sometimes I DIDNT EVEN REALISED THE SUN HAS ALREADY RISED till I saw a message had poped up from the chat box in the Maple saying that I've already Mapling for more than 12 hours =.="..OMFG
Guess, I really have to stop for awhile already.
To be really honest, since I spent most of my time in Maple, it slow me down from doing everything.
Or I should say, it finally bring me some side effects. Duh....

1st of all, my studies....
It's very very very normal for me to feel sleepy everytime in the class but because of Mapling till late night so much and sometimes till the sun rised, it makes me even sleepier in the class already.
Look what I did in the class.



A list of Maple's weapon that I know.

Secondly, my eyes bags.
Undescribe-able deep since I slept late most of the day and sometimes even watching the sun rise =.="...
NO PICTURE AND NEVER WILL ^.^) Hehe..

Third, it slowed me down from looking for a room to rent.
Spending too much time on Maple, making me lazier to go out to look for the room.
So, gotta owned myself a room later than I expected.

Fourth, my eating schedule is teribbly messed up..
Guess how many time(s) I eat each day ??
Once if I dont have any class and twice if I have.
Why?
Because I am always hungry when I concentrate too much on studies, so, I will look for food everytime I am given time to rest.
And as the 2nd meal or the day I eat only one time, I will only have my stomach filled never earlier than 2am.
Reason? Easy, MAPLE!
The worst thing is, since it's already too late, the only place I can get some food to eat is..
KFC AND McDonald.


I hate da clown


Pity my wallet and you gotta see a fat LiongTeck soon.

And for the last..
Apologise for not dropping a single word in this blog since I was too busy for my Maple.
Guess what, sometimes I even dreamt of I was Mapling and I successfully hunted some rare items =.=" ...
No choice bah , who ask me so lonely and boring here.

Anyway, I've decided to stop for a day today and I did everything I should in this whole day.
I asked for the room that I wanted to rent already and gotta go and look it this week,
I washed all my clothes,
Tried so hard to concentrate in the class,
Went to Saberkas and have my 2GB ram back after warranty,
Supplied myself with some sweets, choco and waters since I cant boiled water here,
And, write a blog which is the last thing I should do for today.
By the way, I still cant escape from eating the fast food today.
I just came back from the McDonald for dinner..wuahahaha..
It's raining what.. >:-P
So, what should I do now ..
Ok, Dota...lol..

Worst Mc D's service ..

I survived through a night without electricity in the past 2 days.
It was teribby hot and the worst thing was that it was already 3 am and yet I haven't eat my dinner yet.
So, I decided to drive through the darkness and came to a Mc Donald around Tun Jugah there.
Due to that I was too hungry so I forgot to take any picture of it.
Anyway, to be really really honest, it is the worst Mc Donald I've ever been.
Why? I don't know, I just don't really like it there.
I made a quick take away order; a medium set of Ayam Goreng Mc D and 2 banana pies. I lurv banana pies~!!
It took me more than half an hour to get my order as the staff there told me that I have to wait for the banana pies~ Shiit ...It was bloody cold inside =.=
What makes me dulan is that, all the staffs there were doing nothing but talking and joking around and yet I have to wait for so long time to get my food.
That's not the main thing that make me really really dulan..
It was these :-
When I get back home, I prayed for the electricity to come.
The God finally hear my prayers and He gave me electricity.
So, I sat down on my mattress...open my laptop...searching for a movie to watch ..
Open my Mc D plastic bag and 3 big lines suddenly showed on my right forehead.
I order 2 BANANA PIES and guess what I got ..

TWO APPLE PIES!!
I dont like apple pies and I hate apple pie..
I still can remember the staff ask me to wait and said " We dont have enough BANANA PIE, so please wait for 15 minutes"
She said BANANA PIE!!!
If you got so many things to talk and joke with your friends, why dont you get your job properly done 1st!!
I know you are Puasa-ing but dont get me involve!! I am 100% pure chinese man!! I have my right to eat what I want! I want my banana pies...not apple pies!!
Over-reacted??*
Due to that reason, I decided to skip the pies and go for my Original Ayam Goreng McD.
The meat was prefect but there was one thing annoyed me.
Before I went away from the Mc D, I asked for more sauces, " Can I have more sauces?"
And the fat staff answered "Yes, sure" *Took a handful packets of sauces and put them into the plastic bag*
She really gave me a lot..but ....

Niama, no tomato sauces is it??
And guess what...The electricity went out right after I finished my Ayam Goreng *sweat*
So, I ate the french fries and the pies in the dark ...So pity..