Upside down Smile..

The sky's getting darker now, I don't even know what had I done in this whole day. All I know my heart is terribly missing someone who I love very very much. Thinking how I was treated in the past. Looking at the messages inside my hand phone from 1st to the end, there are more than 250 messages I had saved to keep those as my beauty memory but everything is just ...so different. Lol.. How I wish the time could be reverse once again. Happy time usually passes fast, don't you think so? And on the other hand, when you are down, time passes slow like a tortoise crawling on the rocky road.

You smiled when there was someone who care for you and you cry when someone doesn't care for you anymore.

You smiled when you know there was someone who misses you on the every minute and you cry when you feel there is no one missing someone like you anymore.

You smiled when there was someone who are willing to do anything to stay contact with you but you cry when your hand phone never ring even for once anymore.

You smiled when there was someone who treat you as his or her top person in his or her list or even like a king and you cry when you found yourself dropped from the highest to the lowest.

And ...You smiled when there was someone who love you just that damn much and you cry when you think about " Oh, did I just lost her?"

How I wish those was just one of my terrible nightmare; once I wake up, every thing's still fine and seeing her still hugging me by saying " I love you forever ".

There is nothing in this world don't change but there is still a stupid guy who still think it is not true at all. People are laughing and pointing among a guy watching how stupid is him. However the guy stand up and said "I know what I am doing, if it's hope I had put on it more than what we call hope! Keep on laughing! And I won't be regret! At least....I really tried ! "

Something that won't stop turning just for you

I should have this blog to post up earlier but due to my laptop's bluetooth problem, I can't transfer any image to my laptop. So, I finally fixed it today.



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Finally the exam's over! Thought that's the day I was waiting for. But I don't feel good anyway. Hey, time's passing quite slow while you are dull, don't you think so ?


Last few days, while I was lying on my bed hugging my "precious", I was thinking will there be a person who will not stop "turning" for you. Everyone need care from somebody I guess. Especially from the one who you love so much. Every emotional you had is part of your life; accept it or you won't be able to live happily. There is no choice like deny your own feeling and there is no such thing like you will get used to negative feeling you were having. The only thing you could do is ACCEPT IT! haha~



When I was about to give up thinking, I finally found something that won't stop turning for you unless you stop it by yourself. Yes, it is a thing instead of human being. I thought humans' mind are better than machine as they said Artificial Intelligent or any sort of computer will never surpass humans' mind just because human created them. Somehow, I could felt that machine is much more caring than human, at least it serves you forever. It will never complain or betray you, on the other hand, it serves you with its' highest limit.



Wanna see what I found about the thing that will never stop turning for us ?





Hey, I am not joking. It turns since the day I came here and never stop even now.