12 september 2007
Today is the day when an history happened in my life.
I've just lost my another half and I lost it unwillingly.
I had a afternoon session exam for today and right after the exam, I rushed out the hall and the first thing I did was to reach out for me handphone.
Well, it was all sent. Just, not replied.
Had another, and it was replied after all.
Obviously, it was not what I want and I was stunned when I read it.
I bear not to cry out as I was still at the public place, waiting for cab.
I can't stand still, so, I began to walk.
Without direction to no-where.
I just walked.
However, each step I took, everytime I breathed,
For the very first time, my tears fall without my notice in the public.
I kept on walking and walking.
I dont feel like going back.
I dont know what I want to do.
I just walk, on the roadside.
Things which I had been so difficultly defense these months had come to the end.
Brutally ended.
I just couldn't accept the fate and the reasons.
I was back home.
Couldnt imagine, I was walking all way long at the place I am not familiar way to home.
Opened the door, finally I was terribly burst into tears.
I cried and cried, cried and cried,
I tried to hold but I just cant stop.
Sitting at the corner like a dead puppet with a terrible face for hours and hours.
Like waiting for a fairy to appear and grant my wish.
The night fall, my tears are finally dried up.
I realize I had been crying for so long until the right side of my head started to ache.
The fairy just dont come, the miracle just wont happen.
Ouch, it still hurts. It pains a lot.
It does really feel like losing your another half.
It was cruel enough to ruin my life.
Somehow, I did blame God for being so unfair.
Why am I the only one who cry for it?
Why does He take my everything from me?
Why He just won't give me the courage to make the last call ?
You hate me, dont you?
I know you hate me. A lot.

When my world is about to lost..

**SiGH**

It's so hard to wait for time to pass.
Each minute is like living in hell.
Damn! I guess that is what it's like when your world is not around and when you know you are going to lose it already.
Can't sleep, can't read, can't think!
Tomorrow I still got exam need to go through.
Wish me good luck please...
It feels suck when you got to know how unworthy you are.
You words mean nothing to anyone.
When you say a lot, those are just rubbish.
Like I said, I've lost my world ...
I am still waiting for it to be back..
Unless my own world want to,
I am still worthless to do anything.
All I can do, is wait desperately.

Which character are you ?

Just now, I watched a drama titled "A New Life". Even though this is my 1st time to watch this drama ( plus LiOnGteCk don't really like to watch drama) , I was attached by the things happened inside.

It's about a guy who is a little bit dumb ( don't how to describe that kind of person ) and had a girlfriend who had an average look. He loves his girlfriend so much and yeah, he's willing to do anything for her. Every Sunday, whenever he is free, he will help his girlfriend in her shop. Because of his problem, it's hard for him get a job, so he worked as a curry-cooker.

Well, just like I said just now, he loves his girlfriend so much, so, he sticked to her so much. Their weekly activities were just 3 days movies a week and after that they will had duck-porridge. However, since her girlfriend changed her work, she began to change a lot. She started to yell at him, lie to him and started to feel that he is annoying and useless. From 3 days movies, they are now watch only 1 day movie in a week. Sometimes, they don't even come out together no matter how the guy asked the girl.

The guy didn't give up. He bought VCDs for her as the replacement of the movie they missed. He bought duck-porridge for her and bring those to her workplace. HOwever, all the things that he did for her, she doesn't even appreciate it at all. Instead, she yell and scold at him. No matter what, he didn't even complaint a word at all. He kept on finding reasons for her changes.

As the time got longer, the girl finally totally neglect the guy already. She can't even see him even though pass by him. At last, the guy knew that she was with other guy already...His heart broke into million pieces..

Actually do you all realize that most of the drama on TV do really reflect on our real life nowadays? It's not important either you are guys or girls. The importnat thing is which character are you in the real life. Either you are just a guinea pig or the princess who is love by a person who really love you. Or perhaps you might be the one who toturing your other half without your notice ?

Think of it..Haha...Enjoy ...

Everyone is happy without LiOnGtEcK~

Now, everyone is happy without me!
* Sad =( *

Let me tell you why...

My mum smiles because she don't have to send anymore money to me. Well, money is not everything but without money, you are definitely nothing. So, everyone smiles when they have money. So, she is happy!

My sisters smile because they don't have to waste anymore money on me especially on the Chinese New Year because I always ask them to buy new clothes and shoes for me. So, they smile because without me, they saved a lot of money to buy things they want.


My friends smile because I know they don't like me anymore. They didn't say because they know it's not a good manner to do so. I know my own bad attitude. So, if I disappear, they smile!
Monkeys smile!! They know if I disappear, there will be less one person in they world to snatch bananas from them. So, monkeys are happy without me.


Pigs smile because they know if I disappear, I won't ever eat roast pig anymore.


The dog smile because they know every night, there won't be anyone to hug them to sleep anymore as those could make them seems torturing.


Even the fish also smiles! I don't know why! They are just happy without me.


When those human and animals hate me and they are happy without me, I am sad. So, I am left all alone.
However, the worst and the most heart-broken thing is,..
Even the person I love the most in the world also smile if I am disappear in this world. There will be no one who keeps on messing her happy life anymore. So, she is happy without me..


Okay, now LiOnGtEck is totally neglected and sad. I am now totally left alone. He keeps away from his hand phone so that he will not disturb anyone anymore.

May be in his life, he can only make friends with snails.

He can only hug teddy instead of the person he love.

Hmmm....

LiOnGtEck Cry...... :-(

My another negative feeling!

It has been so confusing lately. I'm confused about the day and night. Confusing bout' the wrong or right. Guess, what? LiOnGtEck's lost again! Someone can just give me a hand and pull me out from this maze and definitely I will be very grateful with that. I can grant you happiness, if only there is still some left in my pocket. If it's empty, would you just pull me out from here please? Probably, I've used up all of those happiness already.

The feeling of loneliness is unimaginable. Sure, it's a negative one. It's so cold that every pieces of my heart are frozed into ices. My world is so messed up!!!

Trying so hard not to show any emotion on anyone. Even to the one I trust the most.

Sometimes, I really wonder a lot. Why do some people just can't listen to one who near them instead of believing the others' words ? No mattter how you tell them, they just wont listen but one sentences from the others they believe it like that's the only true or right thing!! Hey, evils are wandering in this world, some idiot could just say something and make your relationship to the worst but you still treat them like angels! Sucks!!

Human change according to the enviroment, experiences and etc. Some change through words by believing others idiot words!Some people can get fed up so easily, and changed with out giving you a warning. Just like putting you into a big maze and gettin' fed up to instruct you how to get the hell out from there after you failed several times. What's worst, they'll just leave you alone in the middle of the big maze.

Things happened in my life recently and I guess those will become one of the history which would change everything in my life. I mean everything! It's not wise to mention those here, but really feel like to find the one who I trust the most to talk to! But hey! There's only one and I can't do that. The histories are warning me everyday while I still could feel the pain every time my heart beats.

** The Sky Is Raining** (ignore this, outside the window are still with sun)

Hey, I bet most of the people when hear songs, they get attached by the lyrics. Liongteck hears songs recently. HAHA!

Hereby, I will show some lyrics I like which is alredy translated into english ^^
(liongteck dont know how to read chinese but hear chinese songs, not writing chinese but translated chinese in to english. Don't laugh when you know the songs but the meaning I am writing here is not the same as the original lyric of the song. Just treat it as , Liongteck thinks like tat ^^ ) Thank you!

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First of all, Gary (chao ge) - bei pan ( betray )

How can I say goodbye to the feeling of missing you..
You knew it more than me,
Still want me to say it clearly.
Love someone too much could boost someone braveness crazily.
I betrayed myself,
To complete your wishes.
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Heart,
Got a sentence to confess.
Me,
Except you who else can I talk to?
Just before you close up the door,
Please turn back and have a good look.
Those memories,
Are they still available?


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English song's by Hilary Duff - So yesterday

You can say you bored,
You can act real tough,
You can say you’re torn,
But I’ve heard enough,
Thank you! You made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear?
It is not gonna happen here.

P/S : and the whole songs of Someone's Watching Over Me

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An old song, dont know the singer also - Wo shi bu shi ni zui shen ai de ren ( Am I the one you love the most? )

Am I the one you love the most?
Why you don’t say anything?
I’m sure the one holding is your cold hands,
Not even moving making me sad.
Am I the one you care the most?
Why you don’t say anything?
Whenever I need you the most,You just wont say anything

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Wo ai de ren (the person I love)

She is so happy,
But her way is way too cruel,
Making me love and hate her love,
So deep at the same time.

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Ai wo Hao ma? ( Can you love me ?)

*Tho Whole song* hehe

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五月天 (Mayday) - 天使(angel)

像孩子依赖著肩膀 (just like kids rely on shoulder)
像眼泪依赖著脸 (just like tears rely on faces )
庞你就像天使一样 ( you just like an angel)
给我依赖 ( let me to rely on )
给我力量 ( Giving me power )
像诗人依赖著月亮 ( just like "person who write poems" rely on the moon )
像海豚依赖海洋 ( like "Dont know sea wat" rely on sea )

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Dont know the singer's name -ku le ( cried )

Feel like to sit beside,
Feel to hear you to say,
Say that it’s worth for me
As we are still loving each other.
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What is loneliness?
What is trustiness?
And what is love,
What are you?
I don’t want to think anymore,
I am already fed up,
I don’t want to sing anymore,
I am already crying,
I don’t want to say anymore,
I am really crying........................

Unmeasureable?

Well, this blog is definitely make confusing to readers. As the matter of fact, I think there is no readers in my blog, so, there is no worry for me to write any rusbbish I want and that's the main reason why I create a blog site and the only advantage I got.

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Well, how am I going to start?
Last few days I've asked someone a pretty stupid question after some messy things happened.
I won't mention the question as it is a bit privacy I think.
But! The a part of answer will be "can't measure"

After some days of struggling, doing this and that, tried so hard for it and anything I can, I think I still don't change anything yet. In fact, I am already confusing in why I am doing those things =).
Perhaps changes are changes, only the mighty God who can changed it. That's the real point I've been so dissapointing.
Full of faith at 1st, it leaks little by little in each minute.
Courages are flying away to nowhere I couldn't find for it.
Disappointing filling up my mind covering the every single hope that I wished for.
Miracle? Huh~ I wish I can say "What the Fuck is that!"
However, I still hold for it.

Everytime while I was trying to build a brigde, you could easily broke it down in the next second.

What I wanna say is, it probably unmeasureable but it is already pretty obvious to answer my question. There is no need to measure. Just have a good look in the past and now.

I am tired. Perhaps I should just lay down and have a long long rest. Sorry that I can't run anymore..Leave me alone, and run towards what you are TRULY running for. It's not me I know. However, I can't stop my own very legs.

One day, I really hope you know what I am thinking. I thought I've told you. I thought you knew it!

The decisions are still yours.

From,
The One Who Loves You.

Last Friday~~

On 27th of July.....

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Today is Basil's (busss) birthday~~

And also the last day of my friend, Edwin to study in TAR College....

Note : Edwin is the one with orange T-shirt in the middle

After we had a not bad steamboat buffet at Talipon Restoran (till now I still wonder why they named it like that *sweat*), we had a cappucino flavor cake as celebrating Basil's birthday.

more like a burning cake *LOL*

Well, it's quite a nice night. After enjoying the cake, we started to take lots lots of picture as Edwin is going to leave tomorrow morning.

Note: the one who are taking picture with him now was once we misundertook him as Edwin's cousin.

Edwin was asking each of us to take one picture with him for memory.

Around 30 minutes later, Edwin and Basil were getting high and started to fool around..

First they do this..

Then they do THIS!!!!!

P/S : This might be rated as 18sx, so, please make sure you are already over 18 before you decide to scroll down.

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THEY ARE SO GAY THAT NIGHT!

Anyway, Happy Birthday Basil! Wish your dreams may come true.

As for Edwin, Gambade Ku Da Sai in you study..Which means "add oil" "add oil!"

It's silent tonight

It's so funny. Funny enough when I found that everytime while I was lonely and down and nowhere to "pour" things out from my heart, I would come to this blog. At first I thought I might not have to sign into this blog anymore as I have my own special place to keep everything in my heart but in fact, I was wrong. No, it has been different like before and there is way I could do to make the time reverse to the past. I've tried and I failed miserably and the result that came out with is I hurt the one I really love in my life.

Love ? How sweet it is ? How bitter could it be ? Or perhaps it is just a fake sweet that use to attract the kids ? God ..You are the only who I can call for everytime I am helpless.

"No! I want to company you", "ya? it is for you, just for you" , "Well, it feels to happy to be with you" *beep* "what are you doing there ? I am just calling for fun"..... Simples words, Simple actions warmed my heart up and it makes me feel loved. It made you feel, "ya, it's worth", "someone is waiting for you". You know what I mean?

Willing to push everythin aside, willing to do anything making you like the person she thinks it's worth to.

Yeah I knew it from the start but I guess I am not well prepared. In fact, at the first I thought there is no way for me to prepared. " Don't put too much hope, you will regret one day" , the sentence I've heard for thousands and thousands times. Come on, Liong Teck is the one who won't take advice, I guess. He believed only the one who walk into his heart. It made me feel, ...Defenceless.

Everytime when a cigaratte was lit, all I hope is the time would pass as fast as it could. Well, the world isn't spinning for me only and I know that! All I can do is hoping. Every person's time is runing but mine is crawling. Haha ^^

Everytime while I was away from my handphone, my heart will naturally get nervous "How if she call ?" Everytime while I can't get myself online, my heart will start to confuse "How is she today ? " But when everytime I get myself connected, all I got is dissapointed. All people got theirs' except for me. Busy myself up but at last I'd still end up on the chair alone. Damn..

All in my mind while looking at the pictures in my handphone is the song of Love Notes.

Hey, there is no hand I'd rather hold,

No one I'd rather share my dreams with.

Hey, there is no one who can hold,

My heart as tenderly as you.

Being with you is simply the best,

Way for me to spend my life,

I love you today,

And all of my tomorrows.

Being with you is simply the best,

Way for me to spend my life,

I miss you baby.

***I miss you***

*****YOU?*****

Full Moon Tonight

Looking at the Moon at the east slowly moving up upon the sky to the west. It's a full moon tonight. It's so amazing that it never look so beautiful like that before in my life. Or perhaps, I never bother to go and have a real good look on it since I came to this world. It really amazed me so much that it doesn't look how ugly it is when the astronaut landed on it. From my distance, it hides its ugliness pretty well I guess.

It is a good thing to do when you are not in your mood by watching at the moon. Quiet and so peacefully. Looking at it remind me of an old song by Terresa Teng which sounded like, "yue lian dai biao wo de xin" which means The Moon Represents My Heart. I wonder did the Moon did send the messages from my heart to her as well.

Looking the pictures inside my phone, my heart smiled along. Ow, how sweet that is. Her smile, her kisses, her everything suddenly popped out inside my very mind. What we did together and what we said to each other. Just everything. Is that call missing someone? If that is, I do miss her so badly. How I wish she's by myside.

What is the feeling that I am having now ?

Suddenly I feel like the world is rushing towards me and slammed me hard. I was stunned. Suddenly I feel like so many questions keep on rushing through my mind and keep on asking me "WHY?!" It never stop even for a second and I feel like my head gonna explode in any time.

"Oh God.." is the only two words I can say by now. Congratulations you just hit the spot! Bang! It's a damn bull eye!

What am I doing on the few hours ago ? What am I doing that for?! What am I saying that for?! What did I say in so long time? whY? Do they mean anything to you? Your words ? What's that mean? I get myself misunderstand again? What have I done?! What the hell on earth I did?! I am so confuse by now..so confuse!

Wow, you are good. Real good. Good Night to you too!

Thank you!

Few hours ago, I woke up and log into my friendster before I go to college to hang the presentation's things to my friend and I realize that my dear didn't go to school today!! Honestly, I was shock! However, sometime someone need to be lazy and I know that feeling very well as I am lazy at all the time.
I read my dear's blog with a topic of "Big thanks". Well, Liong Teck don't know how to read chinese so, he asked his dear to read the only topic for him. If I don't get it wrong, it sounds like "da gan xie" which mean big thanks!
Can you remember when is the last time you sincerely thank someone in your life? Someone who helped you and someone who support you all by yourside. I taught about that while I was on my way to college just now. So many person to thank in my life and I don't even bother to open my mouth to say these two words - THANK YOU!
First person I would like to thank is my super daddy. It had already been years since I am with him. Currently working in Australia, working so hard just to support my family and my studies. He is the best dad I ever knew who struggle so hard just for his beloved family. I love you, dad, I miss you and thank you so much!
Second will be my mum. Always give me call asking how I am doing here in Kuala Lumpur. Her careness is the warmest in the world and nothing can compared to it. Thanks you, MUM! I love you as well!
The third will be my both sisters of course. While I was a kid, I never felt that they care for me much. But now, I finally know that they do. I mean, yeah, they love their brothers and their brothers love them too. They helped a lot and care a lot in my studies too. Well, Thank you, my both my sisters.
My friends, of course. Alan, Tze Wen, Basil(Busss) and so on. Thank you for your support and for being my friends in my life.
The last but not least, my dear, Chui Ping. Her understanding and support means a world to me. Every action, every words from you mean a lot to me. I am so sorry if I did something wrong that hurt you but still, a big thank you for your understanding and believe, I love you!
So many to thank but those person who I mentioned are the espcially the person who I really want to say "Thank you!". Thank you so so much!

LOVE?

I wonder how does we measure one's love. It is by..

How much does she/he care bout you?
or
How much does she/he struggle to connect with you in every minute?
or
How many times does she/he saying "I love you" or "I miss you" to you?
or
How much does she/he believe in you?
or
How much does she/he understand you? (Eg. she/he knows what would make you unhappy)

So many questions, so much to ask. I wonder if I did hit any of the spot. If there is any, hope for the sure answer(s). Anyway, have a nice day.

Best Kompia In Sibu

As a Sibuan we always know that Tiong Hua Road is one the road in Sibu that always flood. If your house is flooding, Tiong Hua Road sure flood also. Not sure is it because of the water in the drain won't flow or is it because of the land that keep on sinking. A very very small rain can cause flood from outside till the front door inside their house. Sometimes even no rain also flood!!

However, along the road there is a shop house that sell the best kompia in Sibu. Hmm..Till now my saliva is still dripping when think about that kompia. Sorry that I didn't couldn't the pic of the location but I did manage to take these ..

Kompia from where I mentioned just now.

Actually the best part of this kompia is the soup that tauke nio make and then eat with kompia make it much more delicious. I went there more than 3 times while I was taking my semester break. These are the pictures I took on the last day I went there with my dear. I ordered 4 pieces for each of us and I ate half of my dear's shares as well. Hehe =P

They sell only 2 types of Kompia


If you know how read chinese, it says with meat or without meat. Even though I don't know how to read chinese but those simple chinese Liong Teck still know la.

Other than Kompia they sell drinks too but 5 types only. I always drink "jak luk" there. Not bad not bad.


The tauke nio here is pretty loyal to her kompia also. One of the day while I was eating there, a customer came in and ordered a few kompia with no soup. However, the tauke nio said that she don't sell the kompia without soup. The customer looked quite suprising with the answer and told his friend that the tauke nio had her own style and he was praising her. SEE! HOW COME GOT MONEY DON'T WANT TO EARN ONE? She just has to give him few pieces of plain kompia right ?

As for the price, for me, I think it is quite reasonable. Each kompia with meat costs RM0.50 while 3 pieces of kompia without meat cost only RM1. Sometimes I even feel that it is quite cheap with those kind if prices because it definitely fill up your empty stomach and it is super delicious!!!

Long Time Didn't Post

Already more than one month I didn't post up anything in my blog site. If for a person who doesn't know me, he or she would be thinking that I am dead or for those who read my profile, they might be thinking that I am going to stop at the halfway again since I am a halfway "king". :-P

While I was back to my home town for my semester break, there is almost no time for me to get myself online to write any blog. I'm kinda "busy" anyway. Plus, I have more important things to do before I fly back to Kuala Lumpur facing those lectures and tutorial classes. ArggHH!!

Since I am back here, it's time for me to write something at here. Like what the television movies or program always do before it goes to advertisment, Stay Tune...

Sorry ! ^^

Upside down Smile..

The sky's getting darker now, I don't even know what had I done in this whole day. All I know my heart is terribly missing someone who I love very very much. Thinking how I was treated in the past. Looking at the messages inside my hand phone from 1st to the end, there are more than 250 messages I had saved to keep those as my beauty memory but everything is just ...so different. Lol.. How I wish the time could be reverse once again. Happy time usually passes fast, don't you think so? And on the other hand, when you are down, time passes slow like a tortoise crawling on the rocky road.

You smiled when there was someone who care for you and you cry when someone doesn't care for you anymore.

You smiled when you know there was someone who misses you on the every minute and you cry when you feel there is no one missing someone like you anymore.

You smiled when there was someone who are willing to do anything to stay contact with you but you cry when your hand phone never ring even for once anymore.

You smiled when there was someone who treat you as his or her top person in his or her list or even like a king and you cry when you found yourself dropped from the highest to the lowest.

And ...You smiled when there was someone who love you just that damn much and you cry when you think about " Oh, did I just lost her?"

How I wish those was just one of my terrible nightmare; once I wake up, every thing's still fine and seeing her still hugging me by saying " I love you forever ".

There is nothing in this world don't change but there is still a stupid guy who still think it is not true at all. People are laughing and pointing among a guy watching how stupid is him. However the guy stand up and said "I know what I am doing, if it's hope I had put on it more than what we call hope! Keep on laughing! And I won't be regret! At least....I really tried ! "

Something that won't stop turning just for you

I should have this blog to post up earlier but due to my laptop's bluetooth problem, I can't transfer any image to my laptop. So, I finally fixed it today.



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Finally the exam's over! Thought that's the day I was waiting for. But I don't feel good anyway. Hey, time's passing quite slow while you are dull, don't you think so ?


Last few days, while I was lying on my bed hugging my "precious", I was thinking will there be a person who will not stop "turning" for you. Everyone need care from somebody I guess. Especially from the one who you love so much. Every emotional you had is part of your life; accept it or you won't be able to live happily. There is no choice like deny your own feeling and there is no such thing like you will get used to negative feeling you were having. The only thing you could do is ACCEPT IT! haha~



When I was about to give up thinking, I finally found something that won't stop turning for you unless you stop it by yourself. Yes, it is a thing instead of human being. I thought humans' mind are better than machine as they said Artificial Intelligent or any sort of computer will never surpass humans' mind just because human created them. Somehow, I could felt that machine is much more caring than human, at least it serves you forever. It will never complain or betray you, on the other hand, it serves you with its' highest limit.



Wanna see what I found about the thing that will never stop turning for us ?





Hey, I am not joking. It turns since the day I came here and never stop even now.

I Do Love Her

It's now 6.12 am in the morning. I woke up at 5 something just now. I think there won't be anyone else will be waking up so early as I do today because today is Sunday unless, he or she didn't sleep for last night. I set my alarm at 6.15 am so that I can do some revision for the exam on next Monday but unexpectedly I woke up earlier than that. Huh~ Can say I was waken up by a terrible nightmare. =( When I was about to get myself to sleep again, the alarm rang! Damn!

It was a sweet dream at first and it turned into a nightmare at last. I lost both of my precious love and all my friends in a short time at no where else but in my own house and they lost in such a terrible way. *sigh*

Few days ago, I had a conversation with 2 of my friends about the love matter. I will just call him as A and G as I think it might not be good to reveal them as well.

Down here is part of the conversation we had in msn :
Me : Miss you ai ai ar ?
A : haih~
Me : Sigh what wor, I should be the one who sigh here.
A : why ?
Me : Nothing, Can only say things changed and it doesn't remain the same forever. =)
A : huh? Why ? Want to change a new one liaw ar ?
Me : NOT even a bit of that thought ! I still love her and she will be the one forever.
A : Don't say too early la.
Me : What do you mean ?
A : nothing, we just wait and see.. dont say things too early la , Liong teck!
(some bla bla bla ...)
Me : OK we will wait and see.

Now is a another conversation between me and my another friend, G :
G : How is it ? She is yours now ?
Me : yeah.. Officially..
G : Wanna marry her is it ?
Me : Sure la , but not that early la ..
G : There are still a lot of girls in this world, Liong Teck!!
Me : I know, but you love one only one isnt it ?
G : How many girls you have dated ?
Me : erm..she is the second one.
G : Try to go out with 10 la!
Me : I will never do that.
G : ok ... What do you know you people are in true love? How do you know she loves you ?
Me : Erhh...Good Question..I just feel so...=)
G : All people are like that la. When get together always think they are in true love but after get marry find themselves are in two different world and get divorced.
Me : ....
G : for me, I never know what is love.
Me : you will know yours one day ..
(saying like those are just a temporary love not a true love and it won't last long.)

Those are the sort of conversation between me and those two people. Still a lot one, but lazy to type all, plus, I can't remember all too. For now, a question, flying inside my mind, is it real that true love doesn't exist? Well, I have much much confident in me and my dear dear but somehow those conversation did hit my heart so badly =( . More over, few days ago my friend called me and tell me that some problem occured between him and his girl friend who were together for more than 2 years already. It seems like to break down my "wall of confidence" here. *sigh*

How much I love my dear dear there is no question about it. I love her very much. A story happened behind me and her before we could get together and that's what give me so much confident in between our love. Before together with her, I always said that, "Love begins with laugther and it ends with tears". But when I am with her, I know that true love isn't like what I've said. It's just undescribeable. You know it won't end with tears and begins with laugther till the day you leave this world.

Sometimes, I could feel that God is fair enough. If one day He gives you more, He will be taking some back from you. So, sometimes I even hope there is nothing good happen to me as I scare He might take my dear dear away from me. Haha ..Oh God, I have her from You but will You let me hold her hands forever ? I swear I am willing to fight for our love. You must be very busy with a kid like me who ask a lot, dont You ?

Signed Up With Nuffnang!

Not many people know Nuffnang is the Asia's First Blog Advertising Company but a lot of people know that Nuffnang is a company that put advertisement in your blog site and give you money. Haha!

Well, last 2 days, I signed myself up with the Nuffnang too. See at the top right hand side, you will see something like "One little, two little , three little, blogger" or something else, I am not sure. Then down there got a logo like a stick man seems like shouting for "roti car" and the word of "Nuffnang" beside it. Woo-hoo-hoo!

Last 2 days, before I sign myself up, I read the terms and conditions. So sad to see that you need at least 20 visitors per day in your blog to qualify yourself to sign up with Nuffnang. Well, this is a new blog site which was created few days ago, till now, I think the visitors didn't even exceed 10 persons per day. Arghh!! Not even half! But! When I was about to give up on Nuffnang, I saw this.



And then I scroll the web page down again I saw this.








Yes!! "Sign Up And Win Monthly Prizes!" Hehe!! That's mean, if you sign up with Nuffnang, every month you sit there and blogging, besides getting money from Nuffnang, you might even win a free gift! And what I mean here is every month!!


I get to know that Suet Li, a blogger who won a Ipod Nano as March's monthly prizes. Check this out Suet Li's blog . Oh, how I wish by one day Timothy will call me and tell me I won a PSP! Envy her so much.


Even though I am not qualify to sign up with Nuffnang yet, but when I saw that Prizes, my saliva started to drop and I signed myself up without any hesitation. I am trying to write the best blog here. Hope Timothy won't found out and ban me.

My sister bought me a PSP last time but I gave it to my brother because I scare it might get stolen while I am studying here in KL. Hey, Who doesn't want a free PSP! Choose me Choose me!

Liongteck's first New Blog

HoHo~ Or should I start with a greeting like hi? Haha. This will be my first new blog.Honestly, if you feel like asking why do I blog too then you don't have squeeze your mind to guess anymore. The answer's "I want to blog"!! Satisfy? LOL!


As my new first blog, I would like to introduce myself first. Liong Teck is my name. 19-years-old teenager ( going to be 20 in this year May T-T ). As for my personality; hot-tempered, halfway king (means seldom get my works done) and, and.. Can't think of it anymore as I didn't sleep last night =.=" . I am like others kids do, 9 months in my mummy's stomach then suddenly poped-out and came to this world on 25th of May in 1988. Haha! Well, nothing much to say about me. Let me introduce my friends to you as well.



First, My dear or more specifically my lovely girlfriend :



Her name is Chui PinG. Same age as I do. However, we are both far far from each other =(. Miss her so much!! Haihz.. As for her personality; caring, cute and understanding. Love her so much!! MuakssS!


Next will be my best friend :



Known as busss. Lol, not bus but busss. Yeah, buss is not is his real name. Well, I am not sure whether is it good to expose his real name in this blog or not. So, I think i better remain his real name in secret. He has a good personality which is not-easy-to-get-angry. I guess that's why we are friends since primary school till now. He sleeps alot. What I meant here is a lot a lot. Hehe..


Another best friend :



Another best friend who we're together since we are in primary school too. His name is Alan, who known as "-March-" in his friendster and I wonder why did he do so. Hot-tempered like I do but also very loyal in his loves one. Both him and Busss are two of my friends who are my friends since I was in primary school already.

The 3rd best friend :

Next will be Tze Wen. This is a picture of him and his girl-friend. Sorry about the picture. It's hard to get a picture of him as he don't like to take picture like I do or probably even worse than me. Well, we know each other in the year end of form 2 and found that we can mix pretty well till now. He treat me just like his little brother even though our birthday is just 2 days different. We share same the same temper and the same characteristic. Both hot-tempered, both love the girl who got "chui" in their name! (lol)


I found myself don't have plenty of friends. However, all of my friends are what we called "real-true friends". They are just like my brothers who would give me a hand while I am in trouble. Thanks. For those who I didn't mention here, sorry that I couldn't get your picture. Who ask you people don't like to take picture!! Anyway, I love my families, love my dear dear and also my friends so so much !! *salute*

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