It's now 6.12 am in the morning. I woke up at 5 something just now. I think there won't be anyone else will be waking up so early as I do today because today is Sunday unless, he or she didn't sleep for last night. I set my alarm at 6.15 am so that I can do some revision for the exam on next Monday but unexpectedly I woke up earlier than that. Huh~ Can say I was waken up by a terrible nightmare. =( When I was about to get myself to sleep again, the alarm rang! Damn!
It was a sweet dream at first and it turned into a nightmare at last. I lost both of my precious love and all my friends in a short time at no where else but in my own house and they lost in such a terrible way. *sigh*
Few days ago, I had a conversation with 2 of my friends about the love matter. I will just call him as A and G as I think it might not be good to reveal them as well.
Down here is part of the conversation we had in msn :
Me : Miss you ai ai ar ?
A : haih~
Me : Sigh what wor, I should be the one who sigh here.
A : why ?
Me : Nothing, Can only say things changed and it doesn't remain the same forever. =)
A : huh? Why ? Want to change a new one liaw ar ?
Me : NOT even a bit of that thought ! I still love her and she will be the one forever.
A : Don't say too early la.
Me : What do you mean ?
A : nothing, we just wait and see.. dont say things too early la , Liong teck!
(some bla bla bla ...)
Me : OK we will wait and see.
Now is a another conversation between me and my another friend, G :
G : How is it ? She is yours now ?
Me : yeah.. Officially..
G : Wanna marry her is it ?
Me : Sure la , but not that early la ..
G : There are still a lot of girls in this world, Liong Teck!!
Me : I know, but you love one only one isnt it ?
G : How many girls you have dated ?
Me : erm..she is the second one.
G : Try to go out with 10 la!
Me : I will never do that.
G : ok ... What do you know you people are in true love? How do you know she loves you ?
Me : Erhh...Good Question..I just feel so...=)
G : All people are like that la. When get together always think they are in true love but after get marry find themselves are in two different world and get divorced.
Me : ....
G : for me, I never know what is love.
Me : you will know yours one day ..
(saying like those are just a temporary love not a true love and it won't last long.)
Those are the sort of conversation between me and those two people. Still a lot one, but lazy to type all, plus, I can't remember all too. For now, a question, flying inside my mind, is it real that true love doesn't exist? Well, I have much much confident in me and my dear dear but somehow those conversation did hit my heart so badly =( . More over, few days ago my friend called me and tell me that some problem occured between him and his girl friend who were together for more than 2 years already. It seems like to break down my "wall of confidence" here. *sigh*
How much I love my dear dear there is no question about it. I love her very much. A story happened behind me and her before we could get together and that's what give me so much confident in between our love. Before together with her, I always said that, "Love begins with laugther and it ends with tears". But when I am with her, I know that true love isn't like what I've said. It's just undescribeable. You know it won't end with tears and begins with laugther till the day you leave this world.
Sometimes, I could feel that God is fair enough. If one day He gives you more, He will be taking some back from you. So, sometimes I even hope there is nothing good happen to me as I scare He might take my dear dear away from me. Haha ..Oh God, I have her from You but will You let me hold her hands forever ? I swear I am willing to fight for our love. You must be very busy with a kid like me who ask a lot, dont You ?
It was a sweet dream at first and it turned into a nightmare at last. I lost both of my precious love and all my friends in a short time at no where else but in my own house and they lost in such a terrible way. *sigh*
Few days ago, I had a conversation with 2 of my friends about the love matter. I will just call him as A and G as I think it might not be good to reveal them as well.
Down here is part of the conversation we had in msn :
Me : Miss you ai ai ar ?
A : haih~
Me : Sigh what wor, I should be the one who sigh here.
A : why ?
Me : Nothing, Can only say things changed and it doesn't remain the same forever. =)
A : huh? Why ? Want to change a new one liaw ar ?
Me : NOT even a bit of that thought ! I still love her and she will be the one forever.
A : Don't say too early la.
Me : What do you mean ?
A : nothing, we just wait and see.. dont say things too early la , Liong teck!
(some bla bla bla ...)
Me : OK we will wait and see.
Now is a another conversation between me and my another friend, G :
G : How is it ? She is yours now ?
Me : yeah.. Officially..
G : Wanna marry her is it ?
Me : Sure la , but not that early la ..
G : There are still a lot of girls in this world, Liong Teck!!
Me : I know, but you love one only one isnt it ?
G : How many girls you have dated ?
Me : erm..she is the second one.
G : Try to go out with 10 la!
Me : I will never do that.
G : ok ... What do you know you people are in true love? How do you know she loves you ?
Me : Erhh...Good Question..I just feel so...=)
G : All people are like that la. When get together always think they are in true love but after get marry find themselves are in two different world and get divorced.
Me : ....
G : for me, I never know what is love.
Me : you will know yours one day ..
(saying like those are just a temporary love not a true love and it won't last long.)
Those are the sort of conversation between me and those two people. Still a lot one, but lazy to type all, plus, I can't remember all too. For now, a question, flying inside my mind, is it real that true love doesn't exist? Well, I have much much confident in me and my dear dear but somehow those conversation did hit my heart so badly =( . More over, few days ago my friend called me and tell me that some problem occured between him and his girl friend who were together for more than 2 years already. It seems like to break down my "wall of confidence" here. *sigh*
How much I love my dear dear there is no question about it. I love her very much. A story happened behind me and her before we could get together and that's what give me so much confident in between our love. Before together with her, I always said that, "Love begins with laugther and it ends with tears". But when I am with her, I know that true love isn't like what I've said. It's just undescribeable. You know it won't end with tears and begins with laugther till the day you leave this world.
Sometimes, I could feel that God is fair enough. If one day He gives you more, He will be taking some back from you. So, sometimes I even hope there is nothing good happen to me as I scare He might take my dear dear away from me. Haha ..Oh God, I have her from You but will You let me hold her hands forever ? I swear I am willing to fight for our love. You must be very busy with a kid like me who ask a lot, dont You ?
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