不是我不想听

Wonder why I just couldn't fall into sleep.
I was like a pig, turning here and there in my bed, finding the comfortable position to force myself into sleep.
The only different was, I am not in my dream like the pigs always do.
*sigh*
I guess the Sand Man isn't coming to find me tonight to pour his magical sleepy sand into my eyes.

I just lied there and pretend that I was sleeping...
When suddenly, I started to hum songs.
I always find mysellf a trouble every time I couldnt fall asleep.
And yes, this time, I still. LOL!
No No, I am not humming that particular song purposely.
It was just, erm..I dont know why, it just started like that.
And by the time when I am so into humming that song, my mind began to work.
I was thinking,
Why this song?
Because you know, it's a very old song.
Plus, when I was still a kid, probably around kindergarden or primary 1, I am scared of this song because the singer of this song passed away at the time, and my two freaking sisters love to use this song to scare me whenever my parents are not around.

But then, I just realised..
It was also the first song, I heard from her..
Yue Lian Dai Biao Wo De Xin ('the moon represents my heart' by Theresa Teng)
Well, not to me of course.
It was when I attended his brother's wedding dinner with my father,
She sang this song for her brother and sister-in-law.
I forgot when it was, but I remember, that time, we have not talk a single word to each other yet.
And we only started to chat to each other after a few years later. =)
Honestly telling you all, I was already attracted by her at the time.
And I thought it was just a so called kid's love, so I never try to let it bother me at the time.
But somehow, I've never forgotten about her yet.
Not till now.

She has a nicest voice I've ever heard.
She loves to sing,
And she plays piano so well.
Too bad, I wouldnt have a future with her singing and playing piano under one roof.

Yea, by the time all these thing glanced through my mind, I started to emo again.
I woke up, and on my laptop.
I opened a folder which I've never open for such a long time.
Songs..
I always know I've sealed up the songs that would remind me of her.
It's always there, just, I never go and open it.
And I thought after a few months or years passed by,
Someday later, I can enjoy the beautiness of these songs again.

不是我不想听,
只是怕听了会想起你..

LOL!

I found that I havent laugh or smile for today.
Like usual, I am all alone..for today too.
So, what do you think can make me burst into a laughter?

However, few minutes ago, something happened while I was chating with my cousin, preferably known as WIS in MSN.
This is so funny and I couldnt help laugh for few minutes just now.

I'm gonna share with you all here.
For your all information, 钰钰 is my cousin, Zankle and wiS wonG is also my cousin.
They are both sisters.
Now scroll down

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It shows both of their private mesasges in MSN which read..
wis: J*bai Lek, cant u stop sucking n bitting the chicks feet????????!!!!
zankle: jib*i sis......... its nice bitting the chicken feet ok!!im hungry

Arent they funny? LOL!

The Beauty of The Nature

After a long freaking 3 hours class,
I walked out from the college to the car park. (INTI College in Kuching provide lous'iest' car park outside the college compound which I might blog about it some day. :-P)
I was kinda tired and yet I've got to hurry up my steps since it's gettin dark.
However, every little bit of my tiredness was gone after I saw these while I was still on my way ...












BEAUTIFUL isnt it ?
These are the pictures of the sunset which I stopped by and snapped on.
How should I describe this ? Hmmm...
"Looks kinda sad, but it's beautiful"
ALRIGHT, I found another job definitely doesnt suit me.
What a way to describe. LOL!

But, beautiful is not a bluff..
It's not an ordinary sunset.
It's a sunset created by God, to blow away all my tiredness.
Thank you for letting me to see how beautiful this world is.