I have this feeling ..

the time now is 9.50pm,
Everytime I wake up at the time like this from the afternoon nap,
I will have the very strange feeling,
And it doesnt matter how I am waken up.

Today is not an exceptional.
I was waken up by the call from my mum asking about the home pc thingy.
By the time the phone was hung up, this feeling starting slowly to take over my heart.
I kinda feel very empty from the inside, the surrounding was too silent and very lost in anything.
You see, while I am here in Kuching for my study, I have a habit of sticking to my laptop.
Almost everytime I wake up from the sleep, greeting it will always be my first thing to do.

Then I found myself clicking aimlessly on it,
Just like looking for something..
However, I myself dont know what am I looking for...
Weird huh?

I guess I am just lonely in anyway...