A short one

Sometimes, I feel like crying for you as the reason.
But I hold onto my tears trying so hard to divert my thought to anything else but you.
For at least I know, I don't drop tears for you anymore.
Obviously, I still cant get over with the pain of losing you.
But I do try as hard as I could to mask up the wound.
Like how stubborn my heart towards you, I will try with all my might masking them up.
For no one else can ever trace a single of you in me anymore.