Upside down Smile..

The sky's getting darker now, I don't even know what had I done in this whole day. All I know my heart is terribly missing someone who I love very very much. Thinking how I was treated in the past. Looking at the messages inside my hand phone from 1st to the end, there are more than 250 messages I had saved to keep those as my beauty memory but everything is just ...so different. Lol.. How I wish the time could be reverse once again. Happy time usually passes fast, don't you think so? And on the other hand, when you are down, time passes slow like a tortoise crawling on the rocky road.

You smiled when there was someone who care for you and you cry when someone doesn't care for you anymore.

You smiled when you know there was someone who misses you on the every minute and you cry when you feel there is no one missing someone like you anymore.

You smiled when there was someone who are willing to do anything to stay contact with you but you cry when your hand phone never ring even for once anymore.

You smiled when there was someone who treat you as his or her top person in his or her list or even like a king and you cry when you found yourself dropped from the highest to the lowest.

And ...You smiled when there was someone who love you just that damn much and you cry when you think about " Oh, did I just lost her?"

How I wish those was just one of my terrible nightmare; once I wake up, every thing's still fine and seeing her still hugging me by saying " I love you forever ".

There is nothing in this world don't change but there is still a stupid guy who still think it is not true at all. People are laughing and pointing among a guy watching how stupid is him. However the guy stand up and said "I know what I am doing, if it's hope I had put on it more than what we call hope! Keep on laughing! And I won't be regret! At least....I really tried ! "