Am I that bad.

I wonder how many days had passed.
Wonder when was that time.
But the one same question still linger inside my mind until today.

"Am I that bad?"
I am still looking for a definite answer.
How am I going to answer this very question.
Who is the question to ?
What's the matter?
Why are you asking this?
Who invovled?
What makes you asking from me ?
No clue at all.

Now I am wondering,
How if I am the one asking the question.
Oh,..
Am I that bad?
Then why ... ... ......... ..?
Anyone?