My laptop was dead since the day I came back from Sibu ( which is on last Sunday ).
So, it was like...1,2,3...4 days long!!!
4 days long of me without my laptop!
Wow, it's a miracle that I am still alive.
Haha~~
My laptop is just like me, functioning only when I want to!!
Well, I dont smash it, curse it or whatever harm that might occur to it.
I just let it be..Haha..
It's so rare for me to be so calm.
I just dont know why, I dont really care that much anymore, I just know that my laptop will soon recover sameday..plus,
I brought my PSP to here!! haha..
I live with it since my laptop was put to rest...
Playing the FINAL FANTASY TACTICS: THE WAR OF THE LIONS ,
To be honest, it's not as nice as I've played like the Final Fantasy 8 and 10,
But no way lo....who ask my laptop to sick at the time...
I dont know what kind of sickness is my laptop having..
It just wont go into the window ..it stuck at the ACER part..then then ...some words come out ..keep on repeating saying that what what media failure and bla bla bla ..
Anyone know what is the problem ?
Dont ask me to re-format la, I hate to back up the file...
Someday later I will post the picture up ok?
Ok for now, I dont know what to do already ..
OK, movie time ...BYE!!!
Update : Yesterday my friend, Gilbert asked me to google the problem. GUESS WHAT! I found the solution! But, it's for the media test failure part. So, I dont even know if my laptop will have the same problem again someday. Anyway, thanks to Gilbert and Google, my laptop is fine for now.
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Monday, July 21, 2008
Failling..
It's amazingly to see how bright is the moon tonight.
Bright enough to torch up the whole city of cat here.
I wonder what kind of feeling me myself is having now.
I feel so ..undecided, unclam and ...lonely.
It's just...so uneasy.
I did a same thing at least ten times today.
I've got my answer but I don't feel satisfy or happy.
Looking out the big window watching how the amazing Moon is working at the top the sky.
If the moon could talk, how I wish I could ask..
"Dont you feel lonely tonight? I see no star company you today"
Hmm..With a cigaratte litted, but I don't smoke on it as many times as I usually did.
My mind just couldn't settle me down.
I feel so sleepy, but I am not.
I feel so uncomfortable but part of me not.
I thought I hide the feeling well from myself,
I thought I could open my arms, my mind and let everything go.
I thought I had decided not to make you appear in my very mind anymore.
Everytime I sense your presence are near, I would do anything to make it stop.
Well, I guess I fail today..
I just couldn 't suppress my thought and feeling today.
I change myself by force, and it requires a lots and sacrifice to do it..
It makes me a loner..
Bright enough to torch up the whole city of cat here.
I wonder what kind of feeling me myself is having now.
I feel so ..undecided, unclam and ...lonely.
It's just...so uneasy.
I did a same thing at least ten times today.
I've got my answer but I don't feel satisfy or happy.
Looking out the big window watching how the amazing Moon is working at the top the sky.
If the moon could talk, how I wish I could ask..
"Dont you feel lonely tonight? I see no star company you today"
Hmm..With a cigaratte litted, but I don't smoke on it as many times as I usually did.
My mind just couldn't settle me down.
I feel so sleepy, but I am not.
I feel so uncomfortable but part of me not.
I thought I hide the feeling well from myself,
I thought I could open my arms, my mind and let everything go.
I thought I had decided not to make you appear in my very mind anymore.
Everytime I sense your presence are near, I would do anything to make it stop.
Well, I guess I fail today..
I just couldn 't suppress my thought and feeling today.
I change myself by force, and it requires a lots and sacrifice to do it..
It makes me a loner..
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Sleeping..
Recently, I found myself sleep a lot.
For example like, today..
I had my morning class today at 9 am, I woke up at 8.15am,
After finished my class at 12.30pm, I went to The Spring to have my lunch.
Then I came back here, and I straight away go to sleep.
Very weird huh?
Usually when I am back from some where else, the 1st thing I will do I is clicking on this laptop.
Haha..
why?
I guess that's a way for me to stop thinking nonsense..
At least when I am dreaming, there is somebody company by myside.
But the bad thing is, everytime when I wake up, I could suddenly feel very very extremely lonely.
Well, I think that's the pros and cons.
To achieve something, you have to sacrifice something.
Anyway, just back from buying myself a dinner after class.
It's 9.34pm now, I guess after dinner, some movies, BED TIME!
WISH ME HAVE A NICE DREAM TONIGHT!!
For example like, today..
I had my morning class today at 9 am, I woke up at 8.15am,
After finished my class at 12.30pm, I went to The Spring to have my lunch.
Then I came back here, and I straight away go to sleep.
Very weird huh?
Usually when I am back from some where else, the 1st thing I will do I is clicking on this laptop.
Haha..
why?
I guess that's a way for me to stop thinking nonsense..
At least when I am dreaming, there is somebody company by myside.
But the bad thing is, everytime when I wake up, I could suddenly feel very very extremely lonely.
Well, I think that's the pros and cons.
To achieve something, you have to sacrifice something.
Anyway, just back from buying myself a dinner after class.
It's 9.34pm now, I guess after dinner, some movies, BED TIME!
WISH ME HAVE A NICE DREAM TONIGHT!!
Monday, July 14, 2008
Presence of yours..
I had ignore this blog for a very very long time,
Forget since when, but I know it's a very long time already.
Now, I am coming back to here for the same reason once again.
NO where to express out my feeling my pain,
No where to complain,
Definitely no one to company by myside and listen to me.
Few mins ago, I was still in a taxi on the way back to this college,
Few hours ago, in the plane towards here,
Yesterday, I was still in the Kuala Lumpur for my own convocation.
Well, I was all alone for my own convo, how much fun or enjoy can I be ?
There once in the past,I plan to bring her there but...things happen, isn't it ?
Just on the way back, she lingered through my mind and made me like...Haih ...
There were chances for me to online in KL to see how's she been nowadays through Fs but,..
I purposely missed out the chances and I tried to stay away from the internet explorer when I am in front of the computer or laptop.
It was just, I tried not to pull down my own feeling while I was there.
I smiled , tried to joke, laughed and doing all sort kind of stupid things,
But at the end , I still realized that, I was trying to cover my face with the mask.
Now, I am back to my own hostel, and ..yes, I see, I read, I carefully examined her Fs' profile,
She has her wonderful day in her new University, she's definitely happy and enjoy with her current life.
She's so in love, and feel so much freedom now.
Just dont know why I have the mixed feeling when I go to know this.
I suppose to be happy for her as well also right?
To be honest, I am not so happy, but I am not sad too ..
This feeling is just so....undescrible..
The other side of me feel like crying,
And another side of me thinking of no reason for me to cry and stopped the tears.
2 days ago, from a single to become a complicated one..
It really proved that, you feel like annoucing it but you just can't ..
Now I really feel like, it was really a big mistake for me to appear in your life..
Especially the part to be in love with you,
Grabbing a big part of chapter in your life.
I rather to be called as playboy, a bad guy,
But not the one, who make you sad in your life.
Am I being selfish to write these here too ?? ..
Can I assume that you are not going to read this blog anymore.
Perhaps the day may not come anyway, I bet you are not even going to read my msg too. =)
Reading the comments you left in the past, really really do make me think of you a lot...
I still can sincerely wish you happiness with your love one, leaving your world,
Just sometimes, I need some times to rest ...Sorry ..
If this is not too over, can I ask you to ease my pain for just few mins ?
Forget since when, but I know it's a very long time already.
Now, I am coming back to here for the same reason once again.
NO where to express out my feeling my pain,
No where to complain,
Definitely no one to company by myside and listen to me.
Few mins ago, I was still in a taxi on the way back to this college,
Few hours ago, in the plane towards here,
Yesterday, I was still in the Kuala Lumpur for my own convocation.
Well, I was all alone for my own convo, how much fun or enjoy can I be ?
There once in the past,I plan to bring her there but...things happen, isn't it ?
Just on the way back, she lingered through my mind and made me like...Haih ...
There were chances for me to online in KL to see how's she been nowadays through Fs but,..
I purposely missed out the chances and I tried to stay away from the internet explorer when I am in front of the computer or laptop.
It was just, I tried not to pull down my own feeling while I was there.
I smiled , tried to joke, laughed and doing all sort kind of stupid things,
But at the end , I still realized that, I was trying to cover my face with the mask.
Now, I am back to my own hostel, and ..yes, I see, I read, I carefully examined her Fs' profile,
She has her wonderful day in her new University, she's definitely happy and enjoy with her current life.
She's so in love, and feel so much freedom now.
Just dont know why I have the mixed feeling when I go to know this.
I suppose to be happy for her as well also right?
To be honest, I am not so happy, but I am not sad too ..
This feeling is just so....undescrible..
The other side of me feel like crying,
And another side of me thinking of no reason for me to cry and stopped the tears.
2 days ago, from a single to become a complicated one..
It really proved that, you feel like annoucing it but you just can't ..
Now I really feel like, it was really a big mistake for me to appear in your life..
Especially the part to be in love with you,
Grabbing a big part of chapter in your life.
I rather to be called as playboy, a bad guy,
But not the one, who make you sad in your life.
Am I being selfish to write these here too ?? ..
Can I assume that you are not going to read this blog anymore.
Perhaps the day may not come anyway, I bet you are not even going to read my msg too. =)
Reading the comments you left in the past, really really do make me think of you a lot...
I still can sincerely wish you happiness with your love one, leaving your world,
Just sometimes, I need some times to rest ...Sorry ..
If this is not too over, can I ask you to ease my pain for just few mins ?
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
