Wednesday, January 27, 2010

I've gone crazy!!

I feel so boring now~
Honestly, every beginning of the brand new year should be an enjoyable one because the CNY is always just around the corner by this time.
BUT NOT TO ME, at least not now.

I feel so boring now that I almost turn insane.
I feel like crazy-ing around for now like there's not tomorrow!!
I feel like doing anything I want without caring anyone feeling XD
I feel like stop thinking for a day without worry anything at all.
So I choose Sunday to be a day for me to gone crazy. LOL!!!

But I hope there is a person or two could company me or else it's not enjoyable enough.

So, let tomorrow be a lucky day cos I plan to ask someone out on that time *cross my finger*

Now, the question is, What am I planning for Sunday??
Movie? Starbucks? Sing k? A big feast??
Let's just do all of them or else it's not crazy enough.

I am gonna laugh till the max in cinema!!
I am gonna shout to the max in the karaoke room!!
I am gonna stuff my stomach to the max on that day!!
I am gonna er...poison myself with caffeine to the max??*cough cough**
ANYWAY I AM GONNA ENJOY MYSELF TO THE MAX ON THAT DAY!!

P.S Hope I wont be disappointed cos I dont have any backup plan.

P.P.S In case I really going to be disappointed I guess I will just crazy myself tomorrow. Maybe just MAYBE, run around the town, shouting in naked form. LOL!!!

P.P.P.S To the person that might be companying that day, please dont be angry with my every action. I just feel like "pour" everything out like we're never gonna meet again.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

I wanna....

Being greedy is one of the human's nature.
But human are always good at making their bad side look like a good one..
So, sometimes they call their greed as, person with a big heart.
I know there is a word for it but that's not the point if not I am going to bla bla bla again.

Most of the time I have hard time in gettin myself to sleep at night and I can guess the reason behind it.
So, just now, I was surfing the internet look here and there then ended up with the blogs I often read, the Kenny Sia, Timothy Tiah and my ex-teacher, Mr. Arthur Wee.
I always have a dream in becoming a successful entreprenuer in the early age like Kenny and Timothy did.
But dream is just a dream.
Unless I have tons of money now or else it's going to be very far from the possible.

Anyway, just now I read one of the post in Timothy blogspot about everything he achieved and did in year 2009.
Owww damn!! I am so jealous of him.
To be honest I would die to have a life just like him.
A beautiful and cute girlfriend by the side, owning a very profitable business, driving nice car, having nice buddy around and etc etc. (Too much to say, LOL!!)
The best thing I like of him is setting up his own business and it is so successful.
I always dream to set up a business myself and become a very successful one in the future.
The investment thingy, how the money works, the satisfaction is priceless when you actually see your own company is growing after puting lots and lots effort into it.

After reading Kenny and Timothy blog, I tried to think of one nice thing I had done in the past 2009.
10 mins past and I couldnt think even one of them ..Zzzzz..
And now I start to feel like I've failed my own life.

I will be turning 22 this year, I think I should have to do something meaningful in my life.
So with the title "I wanna..." above, I am going to try as hard as I could to make at least some part of my dream come true. Yeah~~

I am not a good planner so I guess I will just start by listing out everything I wanna achieve this year.

1) A healthier physical and mental - this mean I've got to quit smoking, start working out and stop the negative thought which I always have in my mind. Of course, quit my laziness as well.

2) At least wealthier than last year - Ok, with 31st December 2009 as the cut off date, my target is at least doubled the money I had in my bank account. LOL!

3) Earn my own 1st pot of gold - I wouldnt be so strict in this since my mum wants me to be a full-time student to finish my ACCA as fast as I could. So, I guess I would just get myself a 1st part-time job in Kuching. The Rm300 I earned in the past few years in KL while working in PC fair, I wouldnt count it as my 1st pot of gold. LOL!!

4) Study harder and play harder motto - Haha!!! What I mean here is that, if I played hard, I am going to put more effort in my studies as well.

5) Improve my Chinese - I know to speak Chinese but never know how to read and write them. I always wish I could write and read in Chinese but unfortunately there's no one teaching me, so I guess self learning is going to take a very long time, I wouldnt say mastering them but at least improve in it.

6) Buy myself more goodies with my own money.

7) Dont fail any of my ACCA subject anymore.

Arrghhh, there are still a lot more to write but my mind just couldnt work properly now.
That's why I said, human are greedy before I start to write this LOL!!
Just hope that I really have nice thing to write when the 2011 comes.

2 mins to go and it will be 5am later.
I think even by force, I really have to get myself to sleep now.
It's going to be a very busy day later as I have to fly back to Kuching tomorrow morning.
There are lots of things I havent done yet.
So, I will just stop here for today.

Goodnite everyone.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

It's a little different day

I bet almost everyone will make their 100th post in their blog a special one.
Yeap suprisingly this is the 1st 100th post in liongteck.blogspot.com
Honestly, I never thought I could make it to the here but even if I do, I will be wondering what kind of thing I will be writing.
Well, I reach here and I dont think what am I going to post is a good thing Zzzz~

It's a cold cold day today.
It is raining whole day and the sky doesnt show a single sign of the Sun will be coming out.
I love cool and cloudy day but not cold and rainy day.
I guess I probably sent the wrong message to the God asking for the wrong weather. LOL!!

Anyway, something different happened today.
I was invited out by someone and I guess you all know who is that person will be.

The story goes like this ..

Yesterday I received the msg asking me either wanna hang out with them in the Starbucks,
But I didnt give an answer so, I just told them I will let them know by today.
Then this noon, I msged them told them that I wont be going anymore, no reason given.
Truthly speaking, there is a little corner in my heart wanted to go and the reason is kinda obvious but .. I know I have to get over with it so, turning them down might be the 1st step I should've take and that is one of my resolution of this yaer.

Nothing happened then, till 7pm.
I was tired, so I was thinking of taking a short nap.
I know I was dreaming that time, not a good one but I dont remember what it is.
Then I was awaken by the phone.
She called.
Asking either I am out or not.
I wonder why at that time I am speechless.
So I just say whatever I've got in my mind, "Er...Should be not going out bah"
So I turned her down once again.

Psstt, in the end, I msged and asked where are they.
Guess, I am still who I am. LOL!!
I really dont know what changed my mind, her voice maybe.
After a bath, I am out, fetching them.

Skip the part what we are doing cos, technically speaking I am not doing anything that should be talk about except than I've done looking through every single DVD and CD in Kenyalang. LOL!

They are done with their thing, so I just fetched them to where their friend suppose to fetch them.
Suprisingly they asked either I want to join them for a coffee in the Starbucks or not but I turned them down AGAIN.
I lied that I've got to rush to the storebook to buy something before it close.
Well, there is no reason for them to not believe so, I was let go.
I didnt really go to the storebook, I just drive around the city and then back home to here... =)

You guys must be thinking why rite?
If it was me long time ago, I would've join them.
Hmm, I wonder why too.

In my last few posts, I said liongteck is a good reason seeker so, I would give any reason for every action I took even though it's not a logic one.
So I guess the reason is...
liongteck can never let go of her.
I know because I had this feeling when saw what she wore just now .. =)
Either it's a logic reason or not , it's up to you guys believe or not.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Life

Ever take a little of your time to think about life??
Well, most of the time whenever I have got nothing to do, I might think about it and for today, whenever I was driving, my mind popped up with these thingy.
I wish I could write everything I had thought about in here but, when it comes to word, I am totally speechless and dont know how write about them.
Anyway I guess I will just try my best.

I wouldnt start with things like "life is a gift from God or bla bla bla..."
For me, life can be defined in lots of way.
As for now, I defined my life as when I was still a child till I am today, a not-so-grown-up person. LOL!
You see, when I was still a kid, I was kinda naive in everything I saw, I thought and even I felt.
For like you know something, then you thought this is the way it should works but in the end when you grown up, you realised that it actually works the opposite way.
When I was kid, I thought everything is easy as long as you know the way it works which I call it as "The Formula".

But sadly, through every little experience I picked in my way of growing up which I called it as "The Chapters of My life", it doesnt seems to be working as effectively as it should be.
Then I realise life is not as easy as ABC like I thought when I was kid.

Alright, in case that you are lost, I will take one of the "chapters" in my life as an example - LOVE.
When I was kid, I thought human are created in pair by The God which I cant really explain why.
So when two persons are together, they are destinied to be together by the so called "Fate".
Of course when I say two persons, I mean a man and a woman because in my way the gay and lesbian relationship are kinda disgusting in some way which I usually known it as "Man-made relationship" (sorry if I hurt you, no offense , really)
And the formula I gave for "love" was, as long as you love someone + that person love you - all other factors = forever. Easy right?
But then when I'd really experienced this chapter of mine, it didnt work as simple as that.
It's not just you love me and I love you that would be all.
Even though two persons are love in each other, it is just not enough to keep them both forever together.
You've got to add a little understanding, believe and trust, even a little of fun, sometimes a little conflict and lots lots of others (It would be at least thousands or probably millions of things if I really list all of them out, so, forget it)

Great, now you see how complex it will be with only a chapter.
And our life are covered with lots of chapters if we really do think about it.

So, I wouldnt say sorts of things like "Cherish your life", "enjoy it" or whatever..
Because I know for some people it's hard to do so, at least it is for me, a boring type one.
In my life, I fell once in a very big way and it's kinda hard for me to get through it.
Even now, I am not really sure either I've got through it yet.
But at least for now, I know I've got lots of chapters in front of me to go through them.

I know I may fall again and probably a bigger stone or even deeper hole await in front of me, but I made a promise to myself, even by crawling , I will at least my make it to the end of the chapter.

So, boys and girls, at least try your best then you will have nothing to be regret of.
Btw, dont pray for now, but pray so that there wont be any hole or stone in front of you. LOL!!!
At least I know I do so.. HAHA

Monday, January 11, 2010

Diary of a Wimpy Kid

Last week, I forgot which day it was, I went to Boulevard with the intention to stock up my food.
When I say food I mean maggie mee's', LOL!
I dont cook a decent meal or should I say healthy meal whenever I am in here, Kuching.
I own a hot plate but mostly only for cooking those instand noodles. HAHA~

Anyway, back to the Boulevard.
I walked into the Popular bookshop and thought that I could get myself a new volume of the "True Singapore Ghost Stories" but sadly, it was not there yet =(

Then I spotted this.

Diary of the Wimpy Kid

I grabbed the book and try to read it.
I was so indulged with it till the time I noticed it, I had read at least the quarter of the book.
It was funny and interesting though.
Honestly, by that time, I was in a huge dilemma on either buying it or not.
That's because except than the comics, I have never finish reading any books that I bought before which is very very wasting my money.
I bought "Angels and Demons" which I read only quarter of it, "The Story of the Graveyard Boy" I think I did managed to reache half of it and wait..
"Rich Dad Poor Dad", Alright!!! I finished it!!! LOL!!!

Once I rememeber I actually finished at least one of the book I bought in the past, I know I really have to buy this book.
As for other reason I gave to myself is, "liongteck need a good laugh anyway".
I know, lame..LOL!

Guess what?
I bought the book, not one but the whole set of it.


Ta DAH!!

Ok, I can give you 3 reason why I bought whole set of it.
1st, because it is really an interesting book, so I thought the other 2 might not be bad as well.
2nd, errrr, it is cheaper because one of them costs around RM30 plus and I bought the whole set costed me RM79.95 only, which mean it burns my wallet hole a little smaller.
And for the 3rd, because it looks cooler ...I can show you..see below.


COOL right?
I can read it, I can even use it as the decoration, and the best thing is I can even give it out as a gift when someone b'day is coming.
See? This is what we call one stone killed three birds!
I am so smart. XD

And now, I'm counting how many nights do I have to go through with maggie mee only.
Because at first I already have the shortage in cash problem and now, I am even RM79.95 poorer.

Anyway, it is worth it because the books are really really nice.
I finished them in 5 days only and even plan to re-read them again.
Like I said, it is really really really really FUNNY!!!
Liongteck seldom recommend books to anyone but this one is highly recommend by me!!

Now, who want to have a laugh, come borrow from me!

Sunday, January 10, 2010

A reply to whoever I cant reply

For Saturday, January 9, 2010,

I am sorry that I couldn't lighten you a little even knowing you are not in good condition.
Just really dont know what should I do, what should I say to you.
So, cheer up a bit, no one can be qualify as useless in this world, UNLESS liongteck said so. LOL!!

Sometimes a little conflict may bring better happiness in the future =D

Friday, January 8, 2010

Got conquered by laziness

Alright, I am gotta admit that I am not a good blogger.
I update my blog almost thousands year a time,
No picture and too much words.

But the great thing about me is I am a good reason seeker!!HAHA!

These days after come back to Kuching here, I begin to busy with my favourite online game again which is the Maple Story.
Plus one of my friend gonna stay here for a week for I dont know what kind of training it is, making me almost dont have very much time is leftover to update my blog.
I need too fetch him go to training and fetch him back again.
To mind you guys, the traffic is almost jammed everyday. =(

OK another reason is...
I AM SO LAZY!!!
Even though my 1st new year hope is to change my laziness, but I think, I still havent make any progress yet.LOL!!!

About the pictures thingy, I am not so into taking pictures of everything I see, I touch or I feel.
So, pictures will only be uploaded if I do take the pictures. HAHA!!
I prefer typing and writing than uploading the picture which I know it makes my blog so not interesting.

Uh, got to go, nature's calling.
Be back soon...or not so soon, whatever.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

First writing on 2010! Happy new year everyone.

halo everyone!
It has been a long time already.
First of all, happy new year! Happy 2010!
How's your 1st day of the brand new year been?
As for me, after so many years of welcoming the new year with beers, this time i didn't had any of it! Yeah!!
No headache at the next morning, no any after-effect of over alcoholisation but still caught in the heavy traffic jam on the night and missed the 1st rising sun of the year due to the over-slept. Lol!
Just hope that this year is going to be a smooth year.

Anyway, there some announcement that i'm going to make before i missed the time which is still consider the "early year".

First, as you all can see here, i've re-open my blog to the public again!
Last year i restricted anyone from reading my blog due to some reasons which i'm not going to say it here.
Anyway, you didn't see me but now you do.
I just wanna make everything different this year even through this little diary of mine.
Hope i can write better things here this time.
There one thing that i want it in me this year, which is the 'i-don't-really-care-anymore" attitude. Lol!

Secondly, i got myself a new phone! Yeah!!
It's not the latest model nor the brand new one.
It's just a second hand n95 8g and i'm using it to blog at the starbucks now.
I used my own money to own this awesome technology which i'm kinda proud of.
I have always want this myself but couldn't afford it but until i'm really looking for it, many of my friends told me that this kind of model is not in production anymore.
That would be the reason why i've spent months searching for it.
I paid rm600 for this but in the end when i told my sis bout this she said she would sponsor me half of it as to encourage me to study hard.
Ok well, i thought, why not? Ha ha, love you, cj..

As for the third thing, last year in the month of november, i got myself a new laptop!lol!
I've been cutting my everyday life costs, saving up every penny i had for years then at last, i can finally afford a new laptop myself. I think that's why my bank account it so dried up these day.
However, after the several years of saving this and that, i think it's worth it to pamper myself with this beauty.
After all, my bank account can still survive till this day thanks to my sis.
At the last minute before i pay for the laptop, she called and told me that she intend to sponsor half of the cost of the laptop.
Okay, do anyone feel envy at me now? Lol!
Btw, the model that i bought is the HP DV3 and i still feel that it's worth the money till today.

As for the forth announcement, my brain is kinda blank for now.
I think it's because of the mosquitoes here flying around distracting my mind.
So, i guess i will just put in on the next list when i could remember them.
Hopefully it will be the great things like i pass all my ACCA exams, having awesome chinese new year this year or even gain some profit for the coming world cup..ha ha!

Alright i guess i'll just stop here for now.
Once again, have a great 2010 everyone.